Slave's Thoughts.... though random...

I feel safe and secure here. I feel that my family is trying to pull me away.
We have been on a tight budget to make ends meet and Master refuses to allow me to work, tho now I no longer desire to work outside the home.
Maybe it was time.. maybe it was his constant telling me that I wasn't allowed to work.

I feel so stressed over my daugther, our relationship has been destroyed and I am not sure who the influence has been but I lean toward my X. That is the most polite thing I could call him.
She is getting married soon and I am not sure of the date and at this point, I don't care. As would not come to Master's and my wedding. I am just learning why. I am not fine with what she says but at 27 one would think she would grow up.
All this has lead to stress at home. We are trying to overcome it and I am trying to obey Master and just shut her out, atleast till after the wedding. It is hard. There are things I want to say to her and then we just spin out of control, so my new challenge is just obey what Master is saying on this one and exhale.

On a brighter note, I plan on updating this blog more now that things have all been moved over and I even made the page reflect my name as " slave violet" There are so many adventures to share.

Right now I am looking to figure out how to connect with others in the lifestyle's blogs on here. This in itself has been quite a task.

OK... back at it. More tomorrow. Peace out world.